In the name of death

Life is a walk, through a dangerous road
This dark road is located in a wild world

It’s frightening; the fear is of losing it
Because wild creatures know no limit

This crowded place makes us feel lonely
Waiting alone for the tricks of destiny

In the name of death, fear, and lie
Miserable life, ruined Earth, and dark sky

Killing and to be killed, war and crime
Letting the judge of our life be the time

In the name of truth, law, and justice
Lying, doing crime and offence

To imprison each other in the name of wisdom
To do stupid things in the name of freedom

Killing for life, fighting for peace
To take pride in what we miss

There is no freedom, there is no tomorrow
There is nothing except the death shadow

Sheyda Beigpour (December 9th, 2003)
(Revision – May 31st, 2007)

To who may “Concur”

Have you heard it millions of times,
they say it “To whom it may Concern”?
But I rather the phrase: “To who may Care”
Even if those who may care won’t “Concur”

Sheyda Beigpour (May 28th, 2007)

When we can at least talk about it...

You can make them come
You can make them go
You can give them your heart
And you can give your soul too

They can lie to you with no hard feelings
And they can easily make you believe
They can paint you a dream life
And they can make you wanna live

They can say jokes making you laugh
But they can’t help making your day
They can give you a key to the Heaven
But they won’t show you the true way

You can try to make them look
But you can’t make them want to see
You can try to make them happy
But you can’t make them want to be

They shouldn’t let you live a dream
They won’t stay with you forever
They can’t keep on making you believe
They can’t help making your life better

You can’t raise them to the top
You can’t make them wanna change
You can’t make them fall down
You can’t make it up to you, with revenge

You can’t make them remember
But still they can’t make you forget
You can’t make them love
But still they can’t make you hate…

(Sheyda Beigpour - May 28th, 2007)

Alone without your beautiful world

I never forgive you because I
Never thought you told me lie

When you told me we will stay together
And I thought you’ll stay with me forever

But you went away and left me alone
Without you how can I go on?

Your beautiful smile, beauty is in your mind
Feelings that elsewhere I can’t find

I thought I never let you go
But you left me forever and so

Please tell me how I can go on
Without you darkness covers my sun

Your beautiful hands, beauty was whom I hold
And I could never touch your beautiful world

Without you how can I go on?
I never forgive you for what you’ve done

Your beautiful heart, beauty is what you taught
Without you how can I warm my frozen heart?

You left me, now tell me why
Our beautiful world should die

Your beautiful voice, beauty is what you told
To me about your beautiful world

Your beautiful eyes, beauty was in your heart,
In your mind, but death toke us apart

And I never forgive you because I
Never thought you can ever die

Without you I’m so alone
Now, please tell me how can I go on?

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Sheyda Beigpour (July 26th, 2003)
(Revision – May 25th, 2007)

Introduction...

Recently, many different significant events have happened in my life which made me think more about my life, what I did or will do, what I really am or will be in future, and also things like other people's lives. As I've said many things have happened to me which could have unpredictable but huge and significant changes to me, my life style and path, and especially my special way of thinking about other things and people and handling different situations. I can give my word now on that I've changed or will be changed a lot because of these things, but I never can deny they gave me precious (although may have seemed too costly) experiences I would NEVER get the chance to have otherwise.
Part of me is more than excited and attracted by miraculously unpredictable (yet true and even ordinary for many other people) facts. And the other part still can't stop regretting that I never gave myself the chance to gain these life lessons before, so that I was able not to lose some other precious things in my life. But you know it's never can be too late (maybe for doing somethings but never for life -as long as you are alive)
After all, I'm still sure I would never learn without these costly mistakes, as a great friend of mine reminded me of a very important fact that Experience is the only course that they first give you the exam and then they'll teach you!

Although this blog is just about life (especially my own), my actual purpose is to publish my own poems (I hope at least as an amateur). I don't say these are even can be considered as poems, but they were and are part of my life and I believe I still can share them (as much as possible) with anyone who likes, or cares.

I just hope they'll help you or at least you'll enjoy them in anyway you may enjoy.